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April 26th, 2006 12:00 AM

Well this is exam week for me and I know some of you have been wondering why I haven't been really talkin on vent, well its because i'm studying and such and I can't really get distracted although you might see me ingame audition. But I haven't had time to really do much because of exams. Hopefully once exams are done, this Thursday I can totally spend more time on ventrilo. lol. So that explains that.

Some of you wonder why I spend so much time in J3nzy's room on ventrilo. Well its because its one of the more quiet channels to be although it seems lately everyones been getting inside so I'm guessing alot of people know the password lol. but thats okay. I'm trying to limit myself with conversations because of exams. Reading my notes/reading the textbook while chatting, well it really doesn't go well together. I don't want to be writing my exam and next thing I know i'm writing a paper on audition. lol. but taht would be great to see >.< major "F" . hah

Well life isn't really going to great for me.
My Aunt has been in the hospital since December and well it seems like the family has been given the 30 day notice. if you don't know its where the doctor says "she has 30 days to live go spend time with her" kinda thing. But yeah I have spent alot of time with her, but its getting tougher to visit her. :[ don't really know what to say to her anymore. but I guess thats the normal reaction. iono. I just pray that she finds a nice home in Heaven.

In other news, I'm having troubles with friendship. It seems like I mess it up all the time. Maybe I'm getting to emotional, although I highly doubt it. I think to much. I assume to much. How do I fix it. ? Is their such a thing. I guess its just my character I don't know. Any help with relationships/friendship could sure use some tips.

Well thats my journal entry for today. Feel free to post your on Journal Entry.

Okay.

April 26th. 12:15 AM.

O.o I was told Kami liked me or something. XD; Even thought I know that's a lie. :lol: Not much to say 'cause I'm on spring break and I have nothing to do. Went on a posting spree and got up to the 6x-7x's XD. My goal is to get to 100+ posts before my break is over ^o^. Also, just like Szasuke, I'm also struggling with my friendships. Although I may seem cheerful and talkative online, irl.. Im kinda anti-social and cold :blink:. XD; Im more happier online.. Even though I dunno why. Maybe cause most of my friends are on here! The friends I have irl.. They don't understand me as much :lol:. If you ask me, there isnt much to understand about me. Not much to say so... Cya later~


[Wow. My life is boring :lol:]

Heres mine

April 26th, 12:21 AM
Today was boring, as r my other days. Ive been workin on my ISP for english and its been a pain to do. my conference is tmr and im prolly screwed for it. and my essay is due in a week. I guess i cant do much now. Neway, this is pretty much all i gota say.

PhoenixIce

*Hugs Ice* Good luck with your Essay and classes! ^o^

As for Sza-san.. ^o^ Good luck with the exams!

[Puwahaha. It's so late at night and I'm sooo hyper.]

Arigato gozaimasu

You're welcome! ^o^ [Ach. How do you say you're welcome in japanese again? XD;]

Wednesday April 25th 2006.

I'm on the phone. I haven't posted in awhile.. spring break was fun, Good times.

Thursday, April 26th 2006.

....sat here playing Seal....

<!--QuoteBegin-Llumina+Apr 26 2006, 01:34 PM--><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(Llumina 4 Apr 26 2006, 01:34 PM)</div><div class='quotemain'><!--QuoteEBegin--> You're welcome! ^o^ [Ach. How do you say you're welcome in japanese again? XD;] <!--QuoteEnd--></div><!--QuoteEEnd-->
doitashimashite (i think i forgot an u somewhere)

Wednesday, April 26th, 2006 7:44am

So I'm stuck in the school computer lab because there's nothing else to do. Day 2 of STAR testing (standarized testing for California) and it's so boring. -_- Stay 5 hours in a classroom straight. But I guess it's okay because there are only 2 classes afterwards so it kind of makes the day go faster. XD Hmm~ I have dance practice today. o_o K, I don't know what else to say.

Aw, Sza. You should come back to the crowd of vent. I miss your crazy sayings when I first started vent. :lol:

Aww, I wish I was still on spring break.

(LOL I write the most random things =_=)

@ Ajili - Aah. >_< Domo arigato gozaimasu.

@ Aura - XD; Atleast you're DOING something. My spring break is going to waste. All im doing really is shooting hoops and playing Audition. :lol:

Wednesday, April 26th, 2006 - 11:43am

I'm done with day 2 of testing. *dances*

lol first time i wrote a jounel entry online :lol:

Wednesday, April 26th - 3:24pm

Well im kinda tired >.<, my dad is limiting my online time so ill be online only on weekends <_< and gave me the "chat", anyways im kinda happy because i got accpected to bots closed beta .

<!--QuoteBegin-BlazenJ+Apr 26 2006, 12:32 PM--><div class='quotetop'>QUOTE(BlazenJ 4 Apr 26 2006, 12:32 PM)</div><div class='quotemain'><!--QuoteEBegin--> lol first time i wrote a jounel entry online :lol:

Wednesday, April 26th - 3:24pm

Well im kinda tired >.<, my dad is limiting my online time so ill be online only on weekends <_< and gave me the "chat", anyways im kinda happy because i got accpected to bots closed beta . <!--QuoteEnd--></div><!--QuoteEEnd-->
yah~ i have the same rule. no computers monday - thursday unless i'm doing school work such as typing up a paper. i find it pointless

Wednesday, April 26/06

"Day of Silence"
Yep, today we weren't supposed to say a word at school, and those of us attempting to do it were successful. To a degree.
You know, my English teacher has now officially labelled herself as a hypocrite, or at least a homophobe. She's got anti-racist posters around her room, rants about sexist terms whenever they come up (even mailman!), and insists the government's not treating everybody fairly.
And then she kicks me out of the room for daring to be silent today, on the Day of Silence, when every other teacher in the building supported it. It's a silence of pride for homo/bi/transsexuals, and a way to 'speak out' against the violence in a peaceful way for everyone from homo and bi sexuals to people who simply have seen victims of homophobia in their schools. And it was one I wouldn't dare break.
It meant a lot to me.
Let's just say I spent the next half hour writing a 'letter' of sorts to tell her just what I thought of that.
I can write fast. And when I rant, I rant. Anybody who knows me when I'm angry knows that I barely stop once I get going. So there's either going to be two things that will happen tomorrow:
1 - she's apologetic. Which is understandable.
2 - She's angry. In which case... well...

We'll see what happens then. But I'm not about to let my pride be compromised or threatened. This is who I am, and I'm not going to be hit with intolerance on a day dedicated to erasing it.
It's a good thing she's already retiring at the end of this year, or I would have seen to her getting fired after that.

~Garlyle